I have 4 year ago Jasmine staring at Jasmine today. She's telling me to not do it to myself. Don't be scared. Don't let thoughts take over. 4 year ago Jasmine was broken. Jasmine today is happy but she's scared. I get these old feelings. Forehead kisses used to be break up kisses and now they're one of the best things ever. Locked phones used to mean cheating. 4 year ago Jasmine stopped getting touched because it was a prelude to the break up. Request of the other woman.
I write this trying not to cry. But like I said yesterday if anything happened between us who knows what I'd do.

Jasmine from 4 years ago is telling you not to worry and Jasmine today is scared.