When certain things are said to me I live in my head. I sit and think about the statement so that I can TRY not thinking about it. I go through a cycle trying to think of other things but my mind goes back to what was said. I think of that exact moment. The body language, the smirks, everything in depth. I over think it to the point where you lose me. Then I think about how I'm quiet and how you'll notice me quiet and how to respond to when in asked "why are you so quiet". I go between saying I'm fine and one of the 100s of things going through my head. Usually just saying I'm fine.
I live in my head. And I hate it.
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