I was never the insecure type. I guess I didn't need to be. I guess I didn't know how to be. Everyone I fucked with. Well. They wasn't shit for me to need to be insecure. But now it's like I'm too short. I don't dress well enough. I'm not the ideal ball player.

All I got is nice hair and great eyelashes. Sigh.

That girl can write beautiful poetry. But when it's about my fiancé. I get a cringe in my neck and want to stab teddy bears. Free country. I shouldn't be upset. I'm actually not at the moment. But people who rub me wrong will always rub me wrong.